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Chris Jaksa's avatar

Oww you’re brilliant. Those last three paragraphs really struck hard, particularly that last line! Ouch!

Thank you for naming it — that ‘terrific terror of having a name in a language you cannot speak’; that feeling of being ‘nothing and everything’.

And maybe it could be enough, just to be throbbing with a blood that knows more than our words ever will.

PS. New band name: Giddy on Guinness

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Róisín Maeve's avatar

I love that beneath the surface of all of our whiteness are these worlds pumping with colour and life!

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Caitlin Tait's avatar

I love this. I feel this way about my Scottishness, and love the way Gaelic feels in my mouth. I wonder what it would be like for the mountains to just swallow me whole.

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Róisín Maeve's avatar

Imagine us as mountains waving across the Irish Sea

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